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10 facts about toxic relationships (what i wish i’d known)

1. it's not always loud. it's not always obvious. the poison doesn't always hit you like a gunshot. sometimes, it seeps in quietly, slowly. sometimes, you don't even know it was ever there until months after.

2. love is not draining. love is not tiring. this is not how it is supposed to be.

3. apologies are like band-aids, when what you really need is stitches-- they don't actually fix anything long-term. soon enough, you'll be bleeding again, but they will never give you what you really need.

4. this is not your fault. you did not turn them into this. this is how they are, how they've always been. you can't blame yourself.

5. there will be less good days than bad days but the good days will be so amazing that it will feel like everything is better than it actually is. your mind is playing tricks on itself and your heart is trying to convince itself that it made the right choice.

6. they do not love you. they can not love you. this is not love.

7. you're not wrong for wanting to run, so do it. 

8. you will let them come back again and again before you realize that they only change long enough for you to let them in one more time.

9. it's okay to be selfish and leave. there is never any crime in putting yourself first. when they tell you otherwise, don't believe them. don't let them tear you down. they want to knock you off your feet so that they can keep you on the ground.

10. after, you will look back on this regretting all the chances given, all the time wasted. you will think about what you know now, and what you would do differently if given the chance. part of you will say that you would never have even given them the time of day, but another part of you, the larger one, will say that even after everything, you wouldn't have changed a thing.

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Ooh I fall apart
Ooh yeah...

She told me that I'm not enough, yeah
And she left me with a broken heart, yeah
She fooled me twice and it's all my fault, yeah
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred, yeah
Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain, yeah
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's novacane, yeah

Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
Hard as damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Never caught a feelin' this hard
Harder than the liquor I pour
Tell me you don't want me no more
But I can't let go
Everybody told me so
Feelin' like I sold my soul
Devil in the form of a whore
Devil in the form of a whore
You said it
No you said it
No you said it
We'd be together

Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
Hard as damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Ice keep pourin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'
Covered in scars and I can't help showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin'
Ice keep droppin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off but it keep on goin'
All these scars, can't help showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin', yeah

Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Ooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
Hard as damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Broken 😟😓😓

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Depression is like a heaviness that you can’t ever escape. It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill. Depression is a part of you; it’s in your bones and your blood.

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Stop asking me if I'm okay, stop telling me that I look sad, stop telling me I've changed & stop saying that you wish we could talk more.
We talked, for so long, I bled words, I spoke of my pain as if I wasn't feeling it, as if everytime my lips parted to form another word my heart beat didn't faded just a little bit.
I told you, all of it, but every time you sat there, eyes dazed, I thought you were listening to me, I thought you cared, but you didn't.
To you I was just another drama queen who thought depression was a trend & I wanted a peice of the sad action, you thought I was looking for attention, seeking for love that I could never obtain, you thought I was playing games & faking my tears.
You watched me bleed out & watched as I lay shivering at your feet, my soul scratched & torn & my heart still, you watched & said I just needed you too look at me the same again.
I didn't care, I didn't care about any of it, just the moments we sat together & spent in silence filled with screams.
I wanted a saviour, an angel, a purpose, hope, I wanted a reason for existence.
But you just thought I was a Cinderella wannabe looking for a prince to buy me riches.

I'm sorry that you didn't love me enough to be the kiss that cleansed my bloody soul.

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The saying goes that love is blind, but this rings true for lust too. We’re blind to any defects in the object of our affections, but when we’re high on lust, we can also be blind to signs that what we’re feeling might not actually be the real deal🙂.

❤Love is a deep feeling of affection that you have for another person. It’s a lasting attraction that goes beyond the surface and turns into emotional attachment💑.

😍Lust, on the other hand, is basically a physical attraction that leads to an overwhelming feeling of sexual desire thanks to a rush of hormones😅.

While lust can grow and morph into love, and some people call it the first stage of love , that’s not always the case.
If you’ve got butterflies🦋 doing laps around your stomach and you’re not sure if what’s stirring them up is really love or just sexual chemistry with no real substance to it (although there’s no guarantee that won’t develop with time), here are the key things that set love apart from lust.


1. You Want To Spend All Night Talking

Two people deeply in lust can easily stay up all night enjoying themselves in each other’s company, but it won’t be the stimulating conversation keeping them awake.
Two people in love❤, however, are just as
interested in each other’s minds as they are in each other’s bodies. They can easily lose track of time when doing nothing more than talking to one another.
They’re never stuck for topic of conversation and, even if they don’t agree on everything, they’re intrigued by each other’s minds.


2. You Want To Cuddle And Have Breakfast The Next Day

Whilst you can, and probably will, feel a huge amount of sexual desire for someone you’re in love with, you’ll also be just as keen to stay with them after you’ve had sex to cuddle and chat.
You might have to rush off to school the next morning, but what you’ll really want is to have a leisurely breakfast in their company


3. You Can’t Stop Thinking About Them

It’s true that lust can do this to us too. If you’re in lust, however, you may well spend all your time thinking about them, but you’ll be daydreaming about the physical aspects of the relationship or their physical features.
Those in love won’t be able to get the other person off their mind either, but they’re more likely to be caught daydreaming about something witty the object of their affections said and marvelling over their mind or the things they have in common.
That’s not to say that their thoughts will be entirely pure and they won’t get flashbacks to the physical side of things too, but they won’t be the main focus.


4. You Want To Meet Those Important To Them

Much as you’ll be interested in seeing the object of your lust, you won’t have much of an interest in meeting their network of family and friends.
Love, however, means you want to get to know all sides of someone. You can tell an awful lot about someone by the people they surround themselves with and those they count amongst their good friends . If things get serious, their family are likely to become a big part of your life.
If what you’re feeling is love, you’ll want to build relationships with these people too. You’ll see it as a vital part of developing your relationship with your partner.
In return, you’ll be excited and proud to introduce them to your best friends and family, and anxious for them to adore your new partner almost as much as you do (but in a different way – obviously!).


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An interviewer goes to an old town.

She stops an old man to ask some questions.

They ask some "how are you''s and all and she starts to interview.

Woman: So, Mister Irons, what is your favourite memory of this town?

Old Man : One time, a woman in our town got lost. Every person in our town started a search for her. When we found her a couple hours later , we fucked her!

Woman quickly interrupts: Ehm, Mister. Please tell me an another happy memory.

Old man: So, one time, hot daughter of a neighbour got lost. Every person in town started a search for her. When we found her after a day , we all fucked her!

Woman: OKAY MISTER! Enough of happy memories. Tell us a sad one.

Old Man suddenly loses his smile and answers: One day...I got lost.

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