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❣📜 Favorite book of mine 📜❣

Do I hold my breath and pray for rest? Do I step out and 

 expect you to be there when I arrive? 

 Do I scream into the night hoping that you should respond?

Or do I continue on? Making my way to a new place; a place where my rest shall be real, and my company pleasant. Where my screams shall be heard and my heart shall be restored.

Shall I leave? Because I’ve been waiting; and it’s tearing me apart. I want to love you, love you until it hurts; until my heart can’t handle it, and my bones seem to ache. I want to kiss you, hold you, and dance with you. I want to know how your soul reacts to a sunrise or a sunset. I want to be able to guess your first thoughts, and I want to cherish your mind like it’s the most beautiful place on earth. I want to laugh with you, cry with you, and to be with you. You are magic to me; setting me on fire but never burning me, destroying me and yet never hurting me, and I love you, but I don’t know how to say it. And tomorrow is a new day, tomorrow is a day that I could see your face for the first time, maybe sit next to you and make a little small talk.

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The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. maybe they always have been and will be. maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we've been forced apart for some reasons. that means this goodbye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come...

when I look at you. I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. and I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine just always come together. and then, for a reason neither of us understands, we've been forced to say goodbye. 

I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. but if we never meet again and this is truly goodbye. I know we will see each other again in another life. we will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we've had before.