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Stop asking me if I'm okay, stop telling me that I look sad, stop telling me I've changed & stop saying that you wish we could talk more.
We talked, for so long, I bled words, I spoke of my pain as if I wasn't feeling it, as if everytime my lips parted to form another word my heart beat didn't faded just a little bit.
I told you, all of it, but every time you sat there, eyes dazed, I thought you were listening to me, I thought you cared, but you didn't.
To you I was just another drama queen who thought depression was a trend & I wanted a peice of the sad action, you thought I was looking for attention, seeking for love that I could never obtain, you thought I was playing games & faking my tears.
You watched me bleed out & watched as I lay shivering at your feet, my soul scratched & torn & my heart still, you watched & said I just needed you too look at me the same again.
I didn't care, I didn't care about any of it, just the moments we sat together & spent in silence filled with screams.
I wanted a saviour, an angel, a purpose, hope, I wanted a reason for existence.
But you just thought I was a Cinderella wannabe looking for a prince to buy me riches.

I'm sorry that you didn't love me enough to be the kiss that cleansed my bloody soul.